DEPRESS.

wah! so sad..didn't get into top 10 again..
for the 3rd time.. :(
i don't know what's happening with me these
past months..

when i was in my junior high, my mom was already
planning to work in abroad and then my dad asked
me if it is okay, i told him "i don't know".. it's because
i think that if mommy was not here then we have all
the freedom that we got and i will lost my focus in my
studies..then i also think that if she is not here to guide
me then i would be like a lost girl..i am afraid to have
poor grades while my parents are on abroad.. i just hate
it that i cannot discipline myself well..

and the result of my thinking??..well it all came true..
ah! i just hate it so much..i want to bring back the me wherein
i have a focus in my studies..i just want to have things
that they can be proud of..

oh! i remembered again the day when i learned of my failure
in passing the entrance test in La Salle.. my, well-one of the
universities that i like.. i want to pass their so that me, my
2nd bro and my ate will have different yet very prestigious
college school..but seems like my destiny tells me that i will
follow the college school of my ate which is U.S.T..

if ever i can't choose a college school aside from U.S.T..then
i will enroll there..no choice for ate right? :D
some of my classmates will also be studying there,so there
will be times that we can see each other again and again..

i'm excited and also afraid in being a college student..
oh well! GOD BLESS ME.. :D


see ya! :)

+julie+